waiting

waiting if something that i don't like but still practicing everyday. i'm the one who always waiting for other. things went worse when someone promised you to appear on certain time but they didn't. puncture is a good habit but why it seen like the one who practice this good habit suffer from it?
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wearing shirt inverted is a embarrassing stuff. i just did that. and i found that, maybe was that person who found it out....... if so...... i feel that something might happen